I was in a good amount of pain this morning. Yeah it for sure feels like this dropping sensation. Its a super weird feeling to have. Today was the day my mom and my sister and her family and I were going out to lunch to celebrate my name change. I didn't want to go really just because I was tired and in pain and nervous about the news but I knew they took the time to make it this weekend so I wouldn't feel over looked. So I took my meds and then on the way there I took an advil or whatever it was my mom had in her purse. All that made me forget about my pain and anxiety and I got through lunch just fine with no paranoia and forgot all the nuclear stuff going on. It wasn't until I stood up from the table after sitting for almost 2 hours that the dropping feeling came back. I still don't have much anxiety. Just a bit of a headache and that pain but I don't have any nausea. So in general today was good. I have my doctors appointment at 8:45 tommorow
morning. My sister and my nephew were sick this week too. My sister said it was allergies.

Now I have full blown bad stomach pains from lunch. I'm tempted to go to the ER but I'm trying to hold off. I think my cesar dressing had too much egg. I didn't think I needed to stop eating cesar salad dressing. But man am I in some pain. I put myself on the BRAT diet until I get into see him but I can't even eat any of that stuff.

Basically my probable food allergies are causing all these other issues to happen but my overall anxiety and mental health were ok today besides the concerns about the nuclear attack.