Y'know L, I'm realizing today that even if I felt like I could call you - which I don't - I wouldn't. I don't want any risk of getting all entangled with you (or whatever it was that happened with us) again. I can really think of only 2 big things that when they happen, I am going to want you, and if you're still around at that point, I will call. But that's it - for those 2 reasons only, and yes I already told you what they are before I left in December.