Jade honey, safe hugs,
we've been there too

lots of us on this forum have been there
do feel free to PM us any time , like Lenny said
ntm8 is right, it is safe here, we all understand
this is how you become DID, some bastard abuses you when you are too young to have any other defence but dissociation
you are safe here, the Doc doesn't allow any abusers here on this site at all

it is in the guidelines