Dear T--Actually I guess that was reaching out when I texted you. I guess I am trusting you that you will say something helpful. I have no idea what would be helpful. But I am trusting you to know. What's worse right now is if I reach out and it is unhelpful. Then I just feel worse. But if I don't reach out and it would be helpful, then it is a missed opportunity. And that's sad. But reaching out also means letting go. Am I ready for that? Help me. Kit