I needed to read my h's lips to understand him. I feel all over the place. I don't know how to even explain myself. I can't even color today. I just want to relax.

Artemis needs more food already so I have to get that. which is fine but they don't realize that I ask when I have money. You can't tell me no then 2 weeks later be like yes she needs food within the week. It just adds stress. I think I'm just going to send food every month even if they say they don't need it. It's food she'll eat it eventually, right?

H and I made a list of things that needs to be done he thought that would help but that just stressed me out more. I so just want to lay down and go away until my appointments.