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I think that maybe it sounds like you are struggling with being the "one in charge." T's chair is the symbol of power in the room. And bringing in the card game puts you in the driver's seat. Maybe you are grasping, trying to figure out what it is you need to tell him.


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This kind of makes sense to me. I think I've let myself be really vulnerable in starting the trauma work...not a position that I'm used to or comfortable with. I'm used to being strong and independent and looking out for myself. Maybe this is all a play to step away from that vulnerability. Thanks for pointing that out to me - I know in the vulnerability is the healing (for me), so this gives me something to think about...