Dear T,
Well, apparently all that last night was at least in part hormonal. I feel better in some way that it was. I'm calmer today (though wiped out). I got the car service done (was tempted to cancel, but knew I needed to just take care of it).

I see R in 2 days, so I'm trying to think in terms of that, rather than your return on Tuesday. Then, from Friday, Tuesday is just one day longer than I usually have.

I'm not sure if you did the drive today or if it's tomorrow, but I hope it goes better than last year and that you got/get there safely.

I wish you were the sort of T who would be willing to send me a brief email or text just letting me know you arrived safely, but I imagine you wouldn't be willing to do that. Well, I mean, unless I emailed about it, but I'm not going to do that unless for some reason I start really freaking out. I'm trying to save email for if I feel I really need it. I don't want to bother you unnecessarily. Or cause myself stress in waiting for your response, then potentially be upset if it's not what I'm hoping for. See, I'm learning!

Love,
LT