I wasn’t planning on taking any ambien last night but at 3:30am I gave in and took 5 mg. To my surprise I fell right to sleep! Slept till 9 am. Cool but a bit disturbing dreams. It’s looking like the pdoc was right. I do need the ambien to sleep. He did say that once my sleep was regulated we could look into decreasing the AP. I’m of two minds on that, I want to quit because I know I will lose weight, but I am scared of losing my stability. I got responsibilities and can’t afford to destabilize. But oh I want to lose weight!
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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