I’m not safe tonight. I will pull out my bag of tricks and take evasive measures. Really, really down about several things. I feel so alone with nowhere to turn. I don’t exactly have a supportive family. I have a mom with dementia, a sister who attacks me every chance she gets and a daughter who judges me more often than not. True, I have a great therapist, supportive friends and you wonderful folks here. That may be what gets me through the night. I’m going to try to relax with a good movie and sleep it off. It seems hopeless right now and I feel defeated. What’s the point really?