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Originally Posted by Sunflower123
I’m not safe tonight. I will pull out my bag of tricks and take evasive measures. Really, really down about several things. I feel so alone with nowhere to turn. I don’t exactly have a supportive family. I have a mom with dementia, a sister who attacks me every chance she gets and a daughter who judges me more often than not. True, I have a great therapist, supportive friends and you wonderful folks here. That may be what gets me through the night. I’m going to try to relax with a good movie and sleep it off. It seems hopeless right now and I feel defeated. What’s the point really?
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We all have our moments. What seems black and white this night may seem better tomorrow or in a couple of weeks. I am out of real support as well. My family has always helped with practical "things", but never with emotional things. Old friends have died (naturally) and it is not easy to get new close ones.
You believe in God Jen, and that means that your life has a purpose even if you don't see it now. Life is so. It never comes with a guarantee about perfect living conditions. The only thing we owe God is to live as best we can with our inner and outer obstacles. Don't give in Jen (Sunflower)!!!
"And we have known and believed the love that God hath to us. God is love; and he that dwelleth in love dwelleth in God, and God in him". 1 John 4-16
Hope to see you here tomorrow! Take care!
