My older brother in high school wrote a paper with all these math problems to solve a rubix cube. He had to give a speech and demonstration. He passed one around the room while he was giving his speech and he solved it using his math and it worked. He turned to a life of crime he was a criminal since he was a kid.
I was 4 or 5 and we were living in Japan and he was like 13 or 14 and he snuck us off base and took as to the city bus terminal I guess he had been watching the place Agnew the schedule that they had and the drivers would leave all their personal belongings. Well it had no security and we went and and he went through all the drivers lockers and robbed them I think I was the look out. Well we got home and he gave me all this money as a reward. I was so excited I showed my mom lol. After my dad got after my brother my dad drove us back to the bus place and we waited til all the drivers got back and he made my brother go in and apologize to all the drivers and give all the money back.
My brother was shot and killed 6/24/2020 because he disrespected someone. My sister died of bone cancer 1/4/2020 and my wife of 23 years died 11/18/2021.
The last 2 or 3 weeks have just been more and more depressing. I cry more then I ever have. My wife was my everything and I miss her so bad.
This might sound strange but I think part of my depression is because I have not ridden my motorcycle in over a month she is finally in the shop. I really hope it does not take long to get fixed. I am thinking of doing what s called a Iron Butt ride. I did one a little while ago I rode 1091 miles in 16.5 hours. This time I am going to see if I can do 2000 miles in 32 to 36 hours and if I get tired but can make it to 1500 miles in 24 to 36 hours I would be golden. Riding is honestly the best therapy for me. When I am riding I focus on the ride and only think of my wife every so often.
I would suggest that if you have a few extra bucks and want to do something different go take a basic motorcycle training class. I don't know about others but our riders course had loaner helmets if you did not have one. You could use one of theirs they also provide the bike and guess what if you drop it and break something you don't have to pay at least not at ours. It's fun.

Sorry for the book I wanted to say this at a Friday program I go to but I did not feel like crying. Thanks everyone

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