I was 158.8 today. I'm suprised I wasn't 161 after my cheat day. Idk whats going on to be honest. My mom joked and asked if a gypsy put a curse on me. Like from the Stephen King book Thinner where the guy loses weight without trying. I am a bit concerned something is wrong especially since I feel so runned down today, but theres nothing I can do on a Saturday. I ate a couple plant based eggs and some apple sauce and a tall apple crisp machiato and some tic tacs. I'm currently at 720 calories and no clue on what I'll eat for the rest of the day.

I ate some instant ramen so I'm at 1090 calories, but according to what my therapist has worked out I need to eat 960 more calories which I physically am unable to do. So I guess we'll just see what happens. I'm going to get some desserts from the grocery store. Some pies and stuff. Maybe if I can't eat throughout the day I can at least eat higher calorie foods to meet my goal.