Laura, while I can't relate exactly to the current situation, I did have to live with my folks for 3 months while I was in between jobs. My unemployment went to them and the bank. And I did feel guilty about having to fall back on them. So I can kind of relate. I guess my point (sorry for rambling) is that I agree with the others about your need to start therapy. You are a wonderfully warm and caring person and you deserve to feel good about yourself. Please be safe... be good. Much love.

Ryan