So, I went to good Sammie's to buy clothes because my shirt buttons was opening and im looking at size large etc and nothing fits and it makes me feel so sad because I'm so big. Also I have insulin resistance so losing weight is super hard it just makes me so sad. I wish I never got insulin resistance if I never went on olanzipine I would have never gained 29kgs it's just sad. All the styles I like I can't wear because it won't fit and I just want to feel healthy and stop craving sugar. I've been exercising daily but when I remember I have insulin resistance it just makes me sad and I guess all I wanted to do was vent. Thanks for listening