I woke up just a little while ago. Everything was too loud so I went to sleep. I don't know what's wrong with me. Even my headphones were too loud. Now I have my headphones on and I'm calmer. Eating has been a challenge lately. I don't see T till the middle of the month. I have to decide whether I'm going to give her my day in the life of. I get my injection Tuesday after I take our dog to the vet.

My husband is more optimistic then I am. She's still in a lot of pain. I had to climb under the bed to give her her medication this afternoon. She's not eating as much or asking to go out really. We're trying to get samples from her to test for diabieties and other things. I'm worried the winter months are going to be to much for her because she's already stiff. She definatly can't go up and down stairs. I kinda think the other vet as nice as he was didn't want to tell us but I'm a little paraniod as is. My head's not being nice. Saying it's my fault....that I'm screwed up for getting Artemis (other dog)... and a whole bunch of ****ed up things. I feel like crying but it's not coming out.