I found and took some olanzapine last night, actually slept four hours (straight through!). Woke up super hungry, but for the first time in a long while, I actually feel OK. "Meet" (via telehealth) my new pdoc tomorrow.

Bear hugs to all

edit: think I'm favoring vraylar over abilify (the two I'm considering asking for tomorrow) simply because it's not in injectable form. I have a feeling if I go with Abilify at some point I'm going to go on the injection and it seems like every time I get an injection after a while I have a horrible reaction that lasts a month in the case of haldol and invega and two weeks for risperdal.