I just woke up after another nap. This time was in my room and I slept for just under an hour. I don't understand what is going on. I rarely take naps at all and the only time I've taken 2 naps in one day is after surgeries when I've been on pain meds. All I did today was basically nap or post on here. I'm heating up some soup for dinner right now.

I'm tempted to just apply for work now and hopefully snap myself out of this although I know that won't work plus everything isn't settled yet with my name.

I couldn't eat much of the soup. My therapist will just have to be understanding. She is really easy going about everything but weight and food. In that area she is super strict. My mom talked me out of applying to work right now. I wasn't really serious anyways. I know theres more to do regarding my name, and my nephews will be here for several days in a few weeks while my sister has the baby.

My mom says she has noticed a huge difference in my anxiety and my sister has too. I have not been this antsy to get back to work since the pandemic began. My therapist eased my fears about something and my mom reassured me about something yesterday. The health issues are a big concern for me but I'm not in a complete panic over them. The Prestiq really is helping.

I wish it would be hoodie weather already. I have a ton of new ones including this red North Face one I got during Prime days back in June I really want to wear.