I took most of my night meds and ate a bowl of soup and I feel a lot better then I did earlier. I had some minor anxiety about the lump in my throat my doctor keeps saying I'm imagining. I'm still super tired though. The couch seems like a good place to go to when I need an hour of sleep around 5AM. But I've mostly been up since 11 last night. My calories are super super low. I'm 830 below my goal. I'm just tired and unable to get out of bed at the moment. Plus I don't want to eat anything that might set me off again. I like the plant based butter but I swear it does almost the same thing the eggs do. It makes me feel weird like I'm going to go insane. How does that even make any sense? Idk. I'll either figure something out or just give up for the day.

I do have pain in my throat thats getting worse and it could easily just be allergies but when I get actually sick it always starts with a sore throat first and it gets worse around this time of day.