@Sunflower123 and everyone else -- thanks for your words and support. My mother, who is on a fixed income, just couldn't stand the idea of me going without my medicines. She paid for the medicine for me. I really hate that. I really hate that it came to that but I am thankful she was willing to do that for me too. Mothers do those things, little sacrifices. I found it really touching . It's not without a little resentment at the way insurance does you though.

I should be able to be reimbursed once the PA goes through. Get this though, I didn't even get a full month's worth based on the new dosage. They were 10 pills short (equates around 3 days). Because it is a controlled substance they can't call around to see who has it in stock and it would be two days before they could get it. I just didn't want to fool with it anymore. I'll just ration on the weekends or days where I'm not needing so much focus to compensate this month. It'll be fine. I'm just glad I have my medicine. ALL my medicine.