Thanks again, everyone Fluff, please go ahead and send what you wrote to me.

I'd like to update everyone on the current conditions. I wrote T and email and asked a friend of his to forward it to him since he banned me from emailing. I copied the post I wrote above, the one where I felt empowered. I also sent him the hippo picture with the subject line, Save the Hippo.

Now I just sit and wait. I'm now dining on a main course of powerless, massive despair, hopelessness, and devastation. There is a side dish of bitterness salted with anxiety. Somebody forgot to tighten the lid on the anxiety bottle. I'm drinking a huge cup of guilt. If you are ordering off of this menu, this is NOT a choice that I recommend. I'm having a lot of difficulty swallowing it.

I'll keep you posted. I wonder what's for dessert?