This is really interesting L, I noticed this morning when I called myself stupid for a silly little mistake I made while working (that nobody else will even know about because I fixed it immediately before it even got to the point where anyone else could see it) that it felt different when I said it - foreign, almost - and I thought huh, I haven't called myself stupid very much at all in the past couple weeks. Something's working really well with this program I'm doing. I think it's cool too how when I'm working through the exercises and when I'm talking with my coach about them it feels like such familiar territory the places in my psyche these exercises are taking me back through. My coach is much more directive than you ever were - and I find myself welcoming the challenge. Interesting, indeed.