I tried making it to the SS office this morning 5 minutes after they opened and the line was out the door. So I went and got my haircut. For once she took enough off the top and I'm happy with it. Then we drove back to SS and the line wasn't much better. So I'll try tommorow.

I had therapy today and it went well. I mentioned my weight and she said 1600 calories wasn't enough. I told her I was eating entire jars of apple sauces and tablespoons of wow butter and I was legit trying very hard. Then she layed off. She was amused by the entire container of apple sauces. I did tell her about the last therapist at the practice who ditched me. I told her the things she said about me passing and me being weird and creepy. My T's eyes flared up and she got pissed and said that those things shouldn't have been said and that she is super protective of me. I said I wasn't trying to get the other one into trouble but the comments did bother me.

My mom says this is the best therapist I've had since the one I had in 2007 who died in March 2021. I do sense a bit of countertransference from her but its not a big deal. At the end of our session she said "please email me. I love reading your emaiIs."

So today was good until I got home and took the Prestiq and got tired and went to lie down for the day. I took one of my stomach meds too so I wasn't very hungry either.