I don't know how much I wrote yesterday. I wasn't in a good place. Athena is insisting on daily car rides. She even jumped on the couch last night. She's so much different with some medication in her. I talked to a pdoc yesterday I liked him better then mine. He gave my 3 refills but I have to start the abilify in 2 weeks. He didn't like so much is up in the air. I filled out a form for a psychiatrist in the state I'm moving to that's a 2+ month wait and a 3-6 month wait for a therapist. So lets hope I don't run out of meds and moving goes smooth. I feel much better being on a waiting list. Even though I don't know how I will pay for services when the time comes. But we'll see. I'm calming down. I don't think my injection worked last month. Hopefully this will work. He didn't like that I had breakthrough symptoms I kept having to reassure him they're manageable until I see a new pdoc. I couldn't say much because my son was in the car. I'm going to bring my Day in the life to my therapist and ask her to put it in my file so I can't talk my way out of it. I'm going to transfer all my files there. I'm actually hopeful having a new pdoc. I don't want to leave my t.