I did get admitted to the hospital. I’m pecking this out on my cell phone. I’m not a two handed, thumbs a whirl whiz like my daughter. I’m not that bad but… Best place for me to be and I’ll be right as rain before you know it. Added bonus - my family realized I wasn’t indestructible after all and either they or I realized that they care for and need me more than was known. Changes and improvements are occurring.

I had an emergency session with my therapist at 7:00 tonight. It did me a world of good. I’ve been wobbly for some time now and I’ve contacted the crisis line 3 times in the past two weeks. I’m open for inpatient. My therapist is not and after tonight I think things might improve. I have an emergency med provider meeting via phone tomorrow. Further assistance. A grief class that starts Monday. Even further help. I’m doing the right things to get to the other side.

On to fun things….I’ve rented a nice secluded cabin for our annual hiking trip, signed up for a glamping trip with a group of women I know, made my plans for my vacation north and bought a ticket for a Christmas craft event (making ornaments, wreathes and other decor). I’ve also set up an appointment to apply to the PhD program and joined a Fall book club. Fun, fun, fun. Feeling better already.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day tomorrow. Much love