To play devil's advocate here, I think we always want what we don't have, and we live in a mindset of the grass must be greener elsewhere.

I am married and it's not all roses. In fact, I am on the verge of considering a divorce for the second time in this marriage.

I understand the loneliness factor - I do. I know it's hard and sorrowful to feel loneliness, and it can be painful. But the grass isn't always greener. Relationships are HARD and they take WORK - especially a marriage. And in my opinion, it takes a very special person to join your life with. If it's not the right person, it can be a nightmare or more difficult than it has to be.

I am not sure what I am saying really. I guess I am trying to say enjoy yourself while you are single. There's a lot of advantages to being single. Maybe if you filled your time more up with all the things you enjoy, it would be less painful for you. I am kind of yearning for that right now myself.

Hugs to you.