I fell asleep last night before 5:30 without melatonin. I woke up at 1:30 with no stomach pain and no anxiety. I actually felt pretty good for once. I didn't gorge myself with tic tacs or mentos. I think that may be one of my big issues for why my stomach gets upset. Especially when I mix them with soda. I just get this weird craving for tic tacs and then I end up eating an entire container in one sitting. So I didn't eat any of those and I didn't drink any protein shakes either, and I've been feeling fine both physically and anxiety wise since I woke up.

Its still tough knowing what the exact cause of my physical issues is without the results of my allergy test. I know I seem to feel more anxious after I drink a protein shake for some reason though

It feels like Labor Day didn't happen yet but I guess its just because my normal BBQ turned into a small Labor Day toaster oven dinner this year. We're not traveling for Thanksgiving which I am glad for. I'll be happy to spend a quite one with my mom and my brother and my sister and her family with the new baby. Thanksgivings are always so stressful for me.

I just came back from the grocery store and walmart. I got a bit of the creeps and got overheated, but I made it out of my house at least. I was looking for the Halloween Mountain Dew. I had bought a mini case on Amazon and I liked it but they were sold out when I tried ordering another one this morning. So I tried the grocery store first and they didn't have any. Then I tried Walmart and got one of the last 3 cases. Halloween stuff has been selling out like crazy. I went to Starbucks for a pumpkin spice latte and a cheese protein box, then I came home and took my prestiq. Overall I guess it was the heat bothering me more then the crowds. It seems I need it to be cooler out for my mental and physical health. I've been getting overheated more easily then normal. Once I started drinking the iced latte I started feeling better. I messaged my doctor when I got home about when my results would be ready.

According to my doctors nurse my results are pending and allergy testing normally takes up to 4 weeks. Ugh I just want answers.... I don't want to wait more then 2 more weeks.

**** did my stomach just really start hurting suddenly. I don't give 2 shits about nuking my kidneys, I just took 2 advil because I refuse to be in this much pain the rest of the day.