Goodness! - I feel exactly the same way. It's scary at times. I wouldn't be much into all kinds of people making a big deal about me when I pass on. I feel alone a lot now and I'm in reasonable good health. But what will happen when it declines?

As time goes on, the Baby Boomers and younger generations will be old and there will be at least some who will be alone. Sometimes I feel that society here in US is not ready for that onslaught. There should be some kind of solution for that soon.