I'm concerned about my mom. Her diabetes is acting up and she's put on weight according to her doctor this morning. Meanwhile I'm still struggling with getting enough calories in and not losing anymore weight so I don't piss people off. My allergy test won't be back for about another 2 weeks. So I just eat what I feel like I am able to. Its been hard. Today I don't feel sick but I have had a bit too much coffee. I think its been the heat mainly. I wish it were cooler outside for my physical and mental health.