Thank you rollercoasterlover. Kids and I had a birthday dinner out together and had a wonderful time. I think we were all feeling happy, had a fun time together, and we spoke of our hopes for the future, together and individually.

Im feeling much more peace daily. I am still working through some negative or painful emotions, but that is only to be expected I would imagine.

Im trying to remember to relax more, bring my stress and anxiety down, because that is what will allow me to be the best mother I can be.