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honey, you're doing the best you can right now and that HAS to be enough...it just has to. you have so many fires going around you that you may have to pick the biggest to attempt to dowse the flames, then go from there. i'm so sorry that everything is hitting you all at once. my prayer for you is some peace and relaxation...respite from chaos.

until then, pick that fire in which the flames are the highest and go for it...keep the others there (knowing that you'll get to them as soon as the biggest one's under control). maybe that will help you feel like you have some control in your life right now. at least having that one choice that you make?

i get so angry at life sometimes when too many things hit at once. it's soooo not fair sometimes, and yet we have to deal. in times like that, i TRY to remember that things have been this way for me before and somehow, someway we made it through. you're so caring and loving and have so many that depend on you. it can be so hard

we adore you and are here for you...