my life has not been normal, and that probably contributes a lot to my depression.

some examples: I was brought up in an abusive family. I failed school (no qualifications), told I can't work, have no friends, no support network, life certainly hasn't been easy- and, given my young age and having so many issues, I find it difficult (and sometimes quite scary) to think about a possible future

I've wasted so much time all ready and it's so unfair