I'm still having poor communication with my gf in Italy. Some of my friends say she is catfishing me. She has been promising to come for a visit but keeps changing her mind. I think she is just trying to get my hopes up for nothing. I don't know what's going on. When I ask direct questions, she won't answer. I didn't get to talk with her today. It makes me feel sad. I have been very stressed over the entire situation. I started smoking and vaping again. I quit a year ago. She's not worth me ruining my health. And my non-sensical voice has been very active, which is upsetting. But the stress is so great I can't control the voice.