Your response made me cry. I know you haven't forgotten about me but it's always at the times I most need you that something goes wrong. And none of the people who I thought would be the most concerned about how I am after my surgery haven't been in contact or they even forgot I was having it. The couple of people who HAVE asked are those which I haven't even seen in years. I've felt very alone and forgotten about and deeply sad. And now due to the Queen's funeral it looks likely my appt next week will be cancelled. I know it's disrespectful but I wish it was on the Sunday.