I deleted this post this morning. Please just ignore it if you’ve seen it.
I went for a walk in the park this morning. A brief one to start building up my strength again. I also sat outside in the sun for a long while.
We start our grief class tonight. Looking forward to it. We’re going to grab a bite to eat before hand.
I’ve allowed myself to be walked on like a doormat for years now. From my sister this comes in the form of bullying, yelling, attacks, name calling, aggression. I came to my senses and put a stop to it respectfully and diplomatically but directly and in a strong manner. I feel good about my decision and much relieved. I am a gentle, sensitive soul and it was traumatizing me badly. My sister wants nothing to do with me now and has cut communication. Part of me is at peace because it needed to happen and part of me is stunned. I’m posting this here so I can get it off my chest with folks who don’t know my family, leave it here and move on with my life. Thanks for listening. I’m going to move on now.
I hope everyone is having a peaceful day. Much love.