Hi hundalmarck,

I am so sorry you are feeling lonely and sad due to a lack of friends and company. Loneliness can be so brutal. There really isn't an adequate vocabulary to describe how bad it feels. Wish I knew what to say that would help. Hopefully being on these Forums will provide you with some measure of comfort. I have come here many times when I have been lonely and friendless and it has helped me. Sorry that I do not know what else to say right now. Please know that my heart goes out to you! Yao Wen