I hope today goes well. I didn't sleep too good last and I'm about 15 hours behind on my weekly shot so I'll have to get it in a few minutes. I feel pretty much ok right now. Yesterday my eating was awful though. Quality and quantity wise and I'm not sure its even worth bringing it up.

I had my mom take a few pictures of me and she says I kinda do look anorexic and its best not to bring up yesterday with you.

I am legit very nervous to see you. This reminds me of how I'd have to close my eyes and do some deep breathing and pep talking before logging onto my telesessions with my transference T because of the anxiety the sessions caused. I'm hoping what I'm having now is just anticipatory stuff that will go away once we meet.