Jen, stay strong. Listen to the part of you that knows the truth about him. That he was the one to leave. That he was the one who got the girl pregnant while you were waiting. Remember that none of this is your fault. I'm not saying that he is a bad person cause I try not to pass judgement. Just that you seem to know the right thing to do. I'm sorry for your struggle and I hope that it only gets easier. Take good care of your self. Much love.

Ryan