I have therapy in a bit and I'm pretty nervous. I didn't eat well yesterday. I had 1,380 calories. I just wasn't hungry. She loses her **** if I eat 1700 calories or less. Then I just had my mom take some pictures of me this morning and I'm alarmed at how I look in them. I mean maybe its not worth bringing up yesterday but I got my weekly shot this morning and I was supposed to get it last night, but I forgot. It makes me not hungry the day I get it. So I'm not sure what I'll eat before I see her.

I'm not sure what she'll say today. But she does get pissed at me about this stuff even if I'm not doing it on purpose. My sleep was pretty sucky last night too. I got just over an hour after 11. I started a really interesting book though. Although not one my therapist would approve of.