I found out my therapist is pregnant. I was wondering but its not something you ask. Then of course I had trouble making eye contact the entire time after she told me. I'm wondering if this was planned or not considering her age. Not that its my bussiness anyways. Today went well but I was hangry so she gave a me fiber one bar but I can't eat in front of people and it just made me cough and I was legit having a hard time eating it in front of her so I just didn't. Anyways today we mostly talked about food and my height dysphoria. I don't know how it will be with her being pregnant. I know I got everything removed but I often get nervous around pregant women for some reason and I don't know if its dysphoria related or what. But everythIng will work out.

I feel a lot better after eating half a container of plant based eggs. Its a liguid you make into scrambled eggs. I also ate a tablespoon of Wow butter and I took a few of my meds and drank some vapor distilled bottled water. So I feel pretty good mentally and physically at the moment.

Ben and jerrys ice cream did not go over well. My mouth tounge and back of throat became numb and tingly I got a slight dry cough. Its better now although my mouth is still a bit tingly and I keep swallowing a bunch of post nasal drip and I'm nauseated. I guess I'll have to switch to plant based or non dairy.