Alas, it is June again.... and everywhere I turn it's "DAD'S AND GRAD'S" .... must they combine the two? this marks the 2nd father's day I am not sending a card. Not because the man is physically dead, but certainly he is to my heart, mind, and soul. I tire from triggering at the the words Father's Day everytime I turn around, tire of the guilt in my heart even though I am not the one who did wrong. Tired of feeling sick about this.

...brain stopped... someone elses turn....