I’m sorry a lot for your loss.
It’s gonna be hard, I know it. All we can offer you now is our understanding and give you peace to stay alone all you need through these tough time.
It took me more or less six months to accept that my dad was not here any more. So, I encourage you to take your time to be sad because it’s what is gonna happen and embrace your feelings because while you don’t fight against them it’s easier to go though them. It seems a paradox but it’s real.