Dear K,

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!
It's six weeks shy of a year since I last saw you. Over a year since our last actual therapy session together and yet I still can't get you out of my head, or my heart. You are still the last thing I think of every day when I go to bed. I just can't get my head around the fact that I'm never meant to see you again. After everything we did. After everything you were to me.

You know I'm not letting go, right? You know I'm not able to do that. I miss you and I love you and I think I always will. I'm waiting until November before I write to you. A kind of Christmas catch up letter.

I wonder if you'll ever be the one to reach out first? I don't think you will, sadly, not unless we can change the dynamic of what we have right now, but I'm not ready for that, yet.

I hope you are well, and happy. Love you lots, Me x