Our last fight and this morning’s fight - and all the fights within the last year since April - 5 or 6 of them. Something has crossed over in me. I crossed the threshold and there is no going back. He’s crossed the lines of respect far too many times - too many for me to count. I’ve given him chance after chance to make things right, to grow and learn but he hasn’t changed. It’s still abuse and he’s still very abusive. I have no choice but to walk away. I will not tolerate it any further. Therapy is a joke - he only said he’d go so I would come back. He has zero interest in learning or growing into a better man, yet I do for myself. He cannot be the partner I want and need and enough is enough.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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