New here and first post. I really just needed communication with people in my shoes so joined this forum.
OMG , what a rollercoaster of emotions since my husband left. I begged for counseling , we have 25 years together.
One minute I feel strong like his loss and the next I’m begging God to heal our marriage ??!?
I hate feeling unsure, feeling rejected, feeling sad.
I’m the breadwinner, thankfully I’m great financially but wonder…. Do I really want him back or am I feeling rejected and lonely….. I wasn’t completely happy- thought it would be better