My allergy test came back but its kinda confusing. I'm hoping my doctor calls to explain things. My at home one was a lot easier to do.

I started working out this morning. Lifting weights and stuff. If you google image trans men you'll find some pretty buff guys. I don't have any weight to lose, people are giving me the worst time that I need to be gaining weight. But I want to put on muscle. You can bulk up like crazy on testosterone. My endocronolgist told me he has had to deal with some cis guys who use testosterone illegally for body building. But today I used my weights and my dumbell and my ab rolling thing. I felt it in my arms and my stomach and my legs. It made me feel good. My therapist said the other day she didn't really want me to gain muscle either. Which sounds dumb.

Anyways I've just been dealing with that and the test results today. Theres not much else going on. Theres still no baby yet. Maybe he or she will actually make it to the 27th due date.

I just feel super full even though I haven't eaten much today. Maybe it is just my meds. I wish people would understand that though. That this is not on purpose. The not eating much.