I was recently talking to a friend of mine, and I told her;
"I feel like I am one of three people at any given moment. Someone who thinks about myself and the way I think in a negative way, someone who always thinks of themselves in a positive way, and someone who never thinks about themselves, and is just living life AS themselves. I like 2/3, but only one of them s truly living."

Has anybody else just... Wanted to stop thinking about themselves and just BE themselves?
I used to be this... I dont know what happened...

Is there any way to undo this? To become me again?