Okay, so once again tonight I was unable to find anything online to help me figure out my problem. There is plenty of info on common phobias, and people sharing their experiences with panic attacks... But none of it helps me!
I can't sleep very well, have nightmares, and get nervous around scissors, knives, or any other sharp objects....
And because of Freud (I can't spell), typing in "castration anxiety" just leads me to some freaky theory that has nothing to do with my problem.
Basically, anything that could hurt me, or any joke, or mention of neutering, and I get really paranoid. I also have a vivid imagination, so the horriffic nightmares seem like something that they couldn't have shown in "Hostel"...........
I need someone to tell me what to do.... what the hell is wrong with me....
(I'll explain more if needed later... I was outside all day, and it's almost 2:30 am, so I'm tired...but I can't sleep...) <font color="#880000"> </font>