I feel things deeply - empathic depth. Sunsets, beautiful music, other people’s situations, you name it can bring tears to my eyes and stir my emotions. I sometimes find it necessary to tap (EFT) in order to clear energy that’s not mine. When they put me on Zoloft - I felt nothing at all. I cried not one tear for my brother. Not during the service or internment or afterwards. I’m off Zoloft now and man am I feeling all the feels! I don’t think I like that one bit!

I’ve been watching the Queen’s service and procession and it impacted me negatively. Yes, I quit watching once I realized. My mood was high before and it became low and I was very sad and teary. I’m wondering if it was everything I didn’t feel and process for brother’s service coming to the surface. Forget that!

I’m heading out the door to go to aqua fitness, to swing by the doctor’s office and to get a Daily Warrior smoothie. Hopefully, that will clear things up because it’s a truly beautiful day outside and I intend to have one as well.

In other news…I got a notification yesterday that my Amazon order was delivered. I walked to the mailbox and it was already stolen. To say I was livid is an understatement. Still somewhat fuming today. Vultures. And I live in a good neighborhood.

I missed being here and I missed you guys and gals. The break was needed. I’m glad I’m back.