@CANDC Many thanks for asking how it goes day to day. Well, I still cry multiple times a day, still feel so empty, and keep wishing it wasn't all true. It's been very hard, I miss him terribly and am so angry that he was taken from me .At times I'll think I see him and realize quickly that I'm just so used to seeing him around the house. I'm still early on in the grief process. I can't even remove anything that pertained to him- his little bed, cans of cat food, etc. My husband is also becoming a bit annoyed because I'm 'not over it yet". I could go on and on but that gives the picture pretty well. I really loved him.Thank you so so much