I tried them and I think they are definitely not for me. I was stunningly surprised at the amount of time it all led to nothing. Yet, I do not know how to meet a guy....I do not ever go out for the night. I hardly leave the house. But I want so badly to be in love. I want so badly to experience life as it comes with a man and I think I can. I just don't know how....Should I just let it be? Do you think I should maybe try harder? I think all the time they all will find me so unappealing and even say something about it. It's a social inhibition. I think I want to maybe work on myself like self-development sometimes. That could do me so much good. I want to interact with a man in love with me more than someone just a friend. I'm coming off my seat here. What in the world should I even do?